Mengaca padamu teman…

Catatan singkat yang masih tersimpan di desktop terasa mengingatkanku tuk bersyukur atas apa yang ku punya. Malam ini aku mengaca padamu teman. Tersadar, sedikit yang ku tau tentang diriku. Seribu pertanyaan yang pernah kuajukan rasanya menguap begitu saja.

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“I’ve traveled so far yet I still couldn’t understand me. Or did I? At this point I refuse to ask too many questions. Either I am afraid to the answer or I am too tired to fight and just let everything flow. I do believe everything’s gonna end up good since if it’s not good then it’s not the end.

Life has offered me a lot, more than I could ever ask or even imagine. All I wanna do is to keep it simple and play as low as possible.

Now, another crossroad is in front of me. A very good friend of mine said, “If you could win all three [friends, work and time] then grab it girl!!” I like that! All I have to do is made up my mind. I always convince myself that there’s no right or wrong since it all got its own consequences. The main thing is responsibility. Damn, I hate when I know what to do yet don’t have enough guts to make it real.

I went home dawn last night. Chatting with Inne made me see stuff I never notice before. And meeting with this taxi guy on the way home made me feel very lucky in life. Fyuuiihh, I am lucky. Every time I wanna make the wrong turn, someone’s there for me.”

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Friends, work and time. How can you see right through me?

Dah kuputuskan kawan. Merengkuh yang terbaik yang ditawarkan padaku. Dari semua sudut pandang dilontarkan padaku, pendapatmu paling mengena hingga membuatku terjaga selama beberapa pekan belakangan dan memilih menghabiskan waktu diluar rumah hingga pagi menjelang.

Tawaran Inne to enjoy life came at the right time ;p. Salah satu alasan tuk membiarkan om taksi mengantarku pulang beberapa pekan belakangan ini [karena dah gak ada lagi angkot yang tersisa tentunya]. Toh, membawa si mio keluarpun masih ada rasa segan.

Diawal long weekend ini I understand some part of me, seolah menjawab pertanyaan yang kuajukan beberapa hari lalu. Obrolan yang berawal dari satu sosok dalam kehidupanmu, sobat, membuka pintu dan jendela pemahaman kita. Membawa kita pada kesimpulan, ternyata casing kita tertukar [hehehe].

Kunantikan secangkir cappuccino hangat bersamamu, mengupas lapis demi lapis kejadian yang kita lewati. Wondering, what we gonna discover next.

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